I Did It!

I went to Boston Pizza for dinner and didn't make a disgusting pig of myself. I had the chicken stromboli and green salad and it was only 13 pts.

Just out of curiosity, I looked up what I had last time I was there. It was the crispy chicken and pecan salad. I knew it was going to be not great, but I didn't know it would be this bad.

1150 calories and...(are you ready for this) 93 grams of fat. How do you even get 93 grams of fat into something?

Are you addicted to bacon?

I'm 46%, which is a little surprising because I'm not that biga fan

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*sigh*

I gained 2 lbs this week. I'm officially the exact same weight I was in Feb. So I've spent $256 on weight watchers meetings and haven't lost a pound. In fact, I'm about half a pound heavier.

Next week I have to bring my tracker in. Maybe that will make me start being honest with myself again.

I'm really disappointed and pretty much just feel like eating whatever I want.

I have to get better at updating this

I was so good with my old blog, but I seem to forget about this one all the time.

Let me catch you up. Last WI...down 2 lbs! I worked really hard so I was pretty happy about it.

The I went camping *sigh*. We had a great time, but I got no exercise and ate like it was my last meal on earth, all weekend. I had Pizza Hut on the way up there, chips when we got there, hot dogs, smores...you name it, I ate it.

Now I'm frantically trying to undue to damage before my WI in tomorrow...I think I'm up the 2 lbs I lost last week.

I'm so mad at myself. I worked really hard to lose that weight and now I feel like I'm back to square one. I have no idea why I continue to do this to myself. I've been going to meetings for 20 freaking weeks, and have lost 13.5 lbs. It's pathetic. I'm exactly where I was at Easter.

If I'm going to continue to spend $16 a week (which we really can't afford), then I need to be serious about this.

Trouble is, I have no idea where to start. Maybe if I keep looking at this face, I can do it for him

So not worth the points

This is what I ate at 8:30 last night. A Raspberry Truffle Blizzard. It was pretty good, but not worth the 17 points.

Yep, 17 points for a medium. 760 calories, 29 grams of fat and 1 gram of fiber (and I'm wondering where the fiber came from).

And for the price I could have bought a tub of Ben and Jerry's, which is worth the points.

So off DQ now (and glad today is the start of a new WW week so I can resent my weekly point allowance without this taking half of them)

WI this week

Down 1.2

I'll take it, but according to my scale at home, it was more like 2.5. Clearly I'll go with the ww scale, but I liked mine better.

I'm still within the losing guidelines, but I'm not super happy with my progress. 11.6 lbs in 18 weeks. But I have to keep telling myself, if I weren't going, I would probably be up 20 lbs

Weekends are my downfall

I've known it for a long time, but I'm finally acknowledging it. During the week, I'm 100% OP. Then Friday night hits and I'm right off the rails.

I've tried planning ahead, tracking before hand, and just staying home, but it's so hard, there are so many temptations.

Maybe acknowledging it will help me figure out what I have to do. I wasn't too bad this weekend, but it could have been better. Next weekend I'm going to try carrying my tracker in my purse, and maybe that will keep me on track.